My Multiple Personalities

I am really not sure what has been up with my multiple personalities lately. They have really been getting out of hand. I have a couple of idealistic days a week where I am the Michelle I want to be.

I wake up refreshed, go clean the police department in a good mood, go jogging right after, come home and unload the dishwasher, take a shower before noon, run errands, take Mia to the park, maintain a clean house, stay ahead of the laundry, practice piano, make dinner, give Mia a bath and get to bed early while reading a book. I guess I can see why these days don't happen all the time. The thing is, I feel so great when I have awesome days like these, I wish I could be like that all the time.

The other Michelle has a couple of bad days a week. I wake up oh so tired and grumpy, clean the police dept but I feel like crying the whole time, come home and lay on the couch, get Mia and let her watch tv while I fall in and out of sleep, we lay on the couch and watch tv for a good portion of the day and we eat really low maintenance food (lot's of sugar), and I usually have Dan pick up some fast food for dinner.

The other portion of the week I think I am somewhere in the middle. Don't even ask about when I am on my period, I always say to my husband, "Remember you are supposed to cut me some slack when I am pmsing?!" So which one of these is the real me? I am trying to figure that out, I think I am somewhere in the middle. But I really want to be the idealistic one all the time and not just a couple of days a week. What about you? Do you have any alter egos? I sure hope you do, because that would make me feel a whole lot better.